The day I started my blog I thought I was going to be writing a story of hate about a broken girl, in a mess of a life, raising hurting broken children. Instead that day I was given a gift—to see that life, those kids, that girl in a new way. Instead of seeing the pain, I remembered moments where a little glimmer of light carried us through.
A little glimmer of light is all a broken girl needs to be brave.
Sometimes it takes a miracle to see a glimmer of light when you are—or feel—stuck in the dark. My life—just like yours—has been full of these moments. I call them grace—a gift I used to think would be given when I lived a perfect plan—but have come to see as a gift that lifts us when it feels impossible. These moments—of grace—have shown me what it feels like to have hope. In the world, in God, in others...and in myself.
Brave isn’t a word to describe someone living a perfect plan. It is a word to describe someone who holds onto those glimmers of light through the darkness and lives life anyway. Brave is someone who is hurting and shows up for someone else. Brave is being scared to death you aren’t enough, but trusting that you have a Creator who believes you are. That’s grace—a Savior show sees us just as we are and loves us anyway.
Grace. Watch for it. It comes quietly. It doesn’t always change the pain—or take away what is scary, but it always bring peace, if even just for a glimmer of a second. A light at the end of the tunnel promising that there is a reason to make it through. It brings hope and light regardless of where or who we are. Hope in grace is the decision to trust in God’s plan, and to know that even this darkness will one day end.
I know it will.
Tonight would have been A Reason to Stand in Brigham City. Since we can’t meet in real life...we are coming to you. Follow this link to find a virtual event with so many amazing people sharing stories and tools of FEARless warriors. Please leave comments for our presenters—as speaking to a phone is so different than standing on a stage and getting the energy and direction you feel from the audience. That is the part we all miss as we have struggled to speak from our hearts to people we don’t get to walk up and hug after.
Happy quarantine online conference. You aren’t alone. You are enough. You are brave. You are a warrior! FEARless.
Please share with friends and family that could benefit from hearing these messages.
We miss you and so appreciate your support and the support you are giving each other through this hard time. Stay safe and healthy, and most of all look for those little glimmers of light.
Here is the YouTube link to the conference playlist: https://bit.ly/2S23dBb
I to livecwith hate in my heart. I struggle to rebuke my hateful thought toward those who have dammaged me. This trial is the hardestvin my life. I never will act upon the hatred I love the Lord to much and myself but triggers throughout my say start a unspoken conversation in my mind that I struggle to dismiss succeeding in a minute or it may take all day.
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